The Alter Rebbe explains that the two goats must be the same
because they represent Yaakov and Esav and even in on the most basic level
(actions aside) Hashem chooses Yaakov and rejects Esav. This is reflected in the verse in Malachi
(chap.1 verses 2-3) את
יעקב אהבתי ואת עשו שנאתי. Even
if the two externally look the same, Hashem still decides to have a desire for
Yaakov. On Yom Kippur, the true essences
of the Jew which Hashem desires is revealed and that’s why there is atonement
granted no matter what level the Jew is on.
(This is illustrated through the law that the very day is itself an atonement.) Thus, the two goats are the same to indicate
even in the scenario where Yaakov seems identical to Esav, Yaakov is still
favored.
This blog mentioned before how learning Torah is the ultimate
form of teshuva. We can understand this
on a deeper level as well. The mitzvah
of learning Torah is the greatest connection to Hashem for one absorbs the chachma
elokus inside of him as the Tanya explains in chapters 4-5. That’s why it’s the completion of Teshuva; because
it is the only way to fully become reconnected to Hashem.
However, not only is the act of learning Torah part of
Teshuva but the very essence of Torah reflects the eternal connection between
the Jew and his creator for each soul has its root in the Torah and is
therefore connected with Hashem.
Therefore, the giving of the Torah on Yom Kippur is not only the giving
of the means of complete Teshuva but it’s what allows the pure soul of the Jew
to be revealed. (See Rav Yoel Kahn on the moadim.)
In fact, The Sfas Emes suggests that the mitzvah of eating
on Erev Yom Kippur is to commemorate the giving of the second Luchos on Yom
Kippur.
It could be that is the meaning of the lachem by Yom
Kippur. The day is a revelation of
Hashem’s choosing of you, meaning the very being of the Jew.
The midrash regarding
motzay Yom Kippur cites the possuk לך אכל בשמחה את לחמך ושתה ושתה בטוב לב יינך. What does it mean eat your bread and wine, just say bread and
wine? Rav Tzaddok explains that it’s referring to
one’s Torah learning which reflects the essence of his soul. That is a fitting way to come out of Yom
Kippur when we can reconnect the essence of our soul and can feel its connection
to the Torah.
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