The possuk says Emor (23:40) ולקחתם לכם ביום הראשון. Why is it called the first day if it’s the
fifteenth of the month? The midrash
explains it’s ראשון
לחשבון עבירות. The simple
interpretation is that during the days between Yom Kippur and Sukkos one is
busy preparing the mitzvot so there is no time to sin, only when one finally
can sit down it the sukkah, there is time to sin. Why would the midrash (and possuk,) focus on
the return to sin on the onset of the Yom Tov?
The first piece in the Rodamsker on Sukkos explains that the
holiday of Sukkos is the time to uplift the fallen sparks of holiness. That is why the Torah commands to make the schach
out of the garbage, for it’s specifically even that which seems cast away
that we are trying to elevate. This can
help us understand the great rejoicing of the water. On Rosh Hashana we go to water to symbolically
throw our sins into the water. We dispose
of them as garbage. Once a few weeks have
past and we are able to have been separated from our averos, we now
can have a different perspective and appreciate even that which we can gain from
the averos. In
halachik terms this would be called the difference between תשובה מיראה and תשובה מאהבה.
In a similar vein, Rav Levi Yitzchak of Berdichev says that
is the meaning of the midrash. During
the ימים נוראים,
the scary days, it’s the time of תשובה
מיראה and the averos become absolved. It is only on Sukkot, when we are able to
fulfill many mitzvot, that we can demonstrate תשובה מאהבה and the averos turn
into mitzvot. That is the cheshbon
averos the midrash is referencing, it’s not a negative count of averos,
on the contrary, it’s the count of the averos that are now turned into
mitzvot.
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